A Second Chance for Yesterday by R A Sinn
Author:R A Sinn
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Speculative Fiction
Publisher: Rebellion Publishing Ltd
Published: 2023-06-09T00:00:00+00:00
QT.00.00.09.10.09.2045
âIs everybody happy?â
The little boyâs voice called out, waking Nev from wherever she existed between conscious intervals. Her eyes sprang open, staring blindly in front of her as Donny and Jimmy Osmondâs warbling voices burst into the familiar refrain of âMe and My Shadowââ¦
Nev grabbed her viz and threw it at the floor. The music stopped. She wasnât sure if she had broken the headset, and in that moment she really didnât fucking care. After all, it would be magically returned to its former unbroken state the next morning.
It was no use. The alarm stopped but the Osmonds continued singing away mercilessly in Nevâs sonic memory. She had told her troubles to some soul, and it had been like pulling the cork loose from a bottle. Memories of Faith had come pouring out, taking over her mindâand apparently, somehow, her viz alarm as well.
She and Faith used to sing the song as a duet at the family piano. The Osmonds were one of the few pop music acts that Christina Bourne allowed her daughters to listen to. She and Nevâs father had seen Donny and Marie perform in Las Vegas on their honeymoon, making a special trip to sin city for the show, back when Christina was still willing to bend a little. There was no more bending by the time Faith was born, but the Osmonds were still permitted. At age fourteen, Nev would rather have pierced her eardrums than listen to their saccharine bubblegum pop. But for the sake of Faith, who listened to the Osmonds without complaint, like she followed all their motherâs dictates, Nev was willing to make a sacrifice. She would do anything to make her sister happy, even subject herself to voluntary musical torture. In the years since sheâd lost Faith, she couldnât hear the Osmonds without collapsing into tears, but thankfully that wasnât that much of a problem, because no one but her mother listened to them anymore.
Nev wondered if her mother still did, or if even she had stopped playing the Osmonds by this point. Nev wouldnât know. She had run away from home after Faithâs funeral, sleeping in the bushes by the river that ran through town before Grandma was brave enough to take her in, against her daughterâs express wishes. For the first time, Nev had gone to public school, busing to Pullman High in the nearest big town. She got an after school job in Pullman too, working the front desk at the Holiday Inn Express, which was slow enough that she had plenty of time to study and make up for lost years. Her hard work paid off. She got a full scholarship to Stanford, and left Washington behind her, literally never looking back. Christina would have said something about Lotâs Wife, but then again, from her perspective, Nev had run towards Sodom, not away from it.
Ever since the Glitch, though, Nev seemed to be looking back more and more. It was hard not to, when, despite all her and Airinâs hard work, she was hurtling towards the past with seemingly unstoppable velocity.
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